Oh my God, there are so many things happen in my life for these last 4 months. It likes a dream. The best thing that has happened to me is… I found my ANGEL. My truly Angel.

He is really an Angel. He came to me at the right time. He extended his hand when I was really falling in to a deep well. He made me learn how to appreciate my self and he showed me that I deserve to get the best. And he keeps doing it. He teaches me many things. He is very adorable.

Sometimes I doubt his existence. Does he really exist? Why after 24 years of my life, I just found him 3 months ago? But I don’t regret about it at all, I feel very very lucky.

I love him very much, yet I always feel that he is too high to reach. He is an Angel, and who am I? I feel like a small bug in front of him. He has everything, and I have nothing. I don’t have any courage even only to imagine reaching him. So I decide to stop dreaming. I look to the reality. Back to my real life, back to my past, back to my uncertainty.

Last night, my Angel said about something that surprised me. Made me feel very bad, made me feel very regretful, made me feel very sad, and many things that boiled my brain. It’s my entire fault. I really scare that he will leave me or he will be changed. I really don’t want to loose him. I need him.

Now I don’t know what I should do. My Angel said that I have to make decision by my self. This is my own life. Nobody knows me better than my self. He always wants me to reach my happiness. What an Angel.

Angel, I do love you, thank you very much for everything that you’ve done for my life. You will always be the light of my life. I really want you to reach your happiness too. Take care with your life. I know you will. I trust you very much. Keep being my Angel…