One day you accused me of having an affair with another man, a married man, that made you jealous. I already explained to you that nothing’s special between me and him. Although you knew that it’s not true and you knew that I don’t like to talk about this matter, but still, you said that thing repeatedly. Three days ago I lost my patience and got angry to you. It was a rude and disrespectful accused. Then what did you say? You said that you were joking and accused me again of looking for a reason to stop talking to you. The thing that makes me so hurt now is because I love you (you knew it very well), but I still can’t understand how dare you to say that to me. I’m sure you didn’t mean to hurt me but you did.

I’m trying to find out, what’s exactly going on here? Then I think that maybe our limit of making a joke is not the same. I’m trying to understand and respect you, and I really hope that you do the same thing to me. “Treat someone like you want to be treated”. I know we’re not perfect and have so many weakness but at least we can try. Hope we can learn from all our mistakes that we’ve done in the past to be better people with a better relationship in the future (If you still want to hear my opinion). Good luck for us.

I miss you, I love you and I respect you.

“Cara kita mengatakan sesuatu, sebaik apapun maksudnya, bila tanpa menghitung hati lawan bicara, maka hasilnya hanya rasa sakit hati.” (Editor’s note Chic magazine 22-III)