Two months, one month, three weeks, two weeks … everyday count down the days which seem go faster than before. Many things passing by my brain and my heart. He’ll leave me soon. Can’t think how my life will be. Nowadays I think nobody but him. All I want to do now is spend my time with him, talk to him about every thing and also to see his face and hear his voice.
In these days he gives me many advices to be a better person. He encourages me to have more self confidence which had broken for years. He fulfills my life with happiness and fixes my broken heart (but I think it will be broken again soon). He is my VIP now. Although he promised to keep in touch with me but it won’t be the same. He walks away, distance always kills me, and then I have to realize that he is not mine.
I wish that day wouldn’t come, I wish he could always be here with me, I wish I wish I wish … then I don’t know what I want now. Just enjoy the few times I have with him. Just enjoy the happiness he gives me. Enjoy every hour, every minute, and every second that we spend together. I hate farewell because I love him.
That day will come if your relationship with him still remains like that, on another hand, it won’t be like that if u ‘upgrade’ ur status with him hehehehe
I have suggestions for you. Prepare yourself for the worst situations after he leaves and the most important thing is don’t put all your happiness in another person’s hand. It’s ok that he makes u happy, but you have to aware that there is happiness out there which comes from other.
It happened to me once so I won’t you have such thing like mine.
Semangaaatttt
September 10, 2008 @ 8:05 pmenno, i agree with toe-tea’s coment. dont give up, u can find another happiness in our beautiful country with another guy. coz… there are so many guys in our country looking for a girl likes u….coz girls like your are very2 rare. heheheheheheheheh. maybe with your student first.( have u find one of them). hihihihihihi
September 10, 2008 @ 11:42 pmtoe-tea and teh emma,
thank u very much for ur comments and supports..! Let’s find our happiness. Semangaattt jugaa..!!
September 11, 2008 @ 5:56 amhai my sist…u know i ever had that situation and feeling too, and the best way for now is enjoy ur time, coz we never know what will be happen in the future, and we dont want to regret after…
but after is ur feeling, ur heart still sticked on his, and u ask ur self “what should i do?”, and he never give the sharp answer, i think , u will find one answer, a very familiar answer that we ever heard, thousands times in our life…”Let it be”…just “let it be”…
jiayou!!!
September 11, 2008 @ 10:19 pmLaoshi saya ikut sedih nih. karena kelihatannya cerita di atas sedih banget(nggak bisa bahasa inggris). hehehe…
September 13, 2008 @ 1:59 amyang pasti jangan larut dengan keadaan.
“hidup ini sudah susah, jangan dibuat tambah susah”
tapi kalo cerita di atas bukan cerita sedih, saya minta maaf karena komennya nggak nyambung.
nanti kalo saya sudah kibi saya mau komen pake bahasa inggris. tapi kira kira waktu saya kibi nanti masih ada blog2an nggak ya?
mbak riska,
xiexie ni de yijian heheh..
maybe “let it be” will be the next post title in this blog hehehe…yes just enjoy life..!
winner xs,
September 14, 2008 @ 7:25 amtergantung dr mana lihat tulisan di atas, bisa sedih bisa senang. Bisa ada sedih karena ada senang. Tapi semoga saya bisa mengatasinya ya..
Btw, emangnya mau ikut kibi? kapan? ok nanti ditunggu komen selanjutnya ya. Xiexie.
Siiip cannot agree anymore with m riska. Life must go on. If he couldn’t give u any words that u can keep or any certainty, just leave him. He is not worthed enough for u.
How how how ?????????????
Semangat… Fighting…… Ganbate kudasai….
September 15, 2008 @ 12:36 pmHumz… seems too familiar to me…
Anyway, I think that the following quote seems to be the one and only solution:
“(…) he most important thing is don’t put all your happiness in another person’s hand. It’s ok that he makes u happy, but you have to aware that there is happiness out there which comes from other.” - toe-tea
Sometimes we have the urge to put the other above ourself, of course, because we love the other. But in the end, it’ll be ourself that’ll carry the most burden out of it. Hence, start trying to let go, and give this ‘disaster’ a place in your heart.
Just my humble opinion lho…
September 19, 2008 @ 4:14 pmtoe-tea, de didit,
thank u so much ya..i’ll prepare to give place for that “disaster”, uhhh, 4 days count down now..hiks hiks hiks
September 22, 2008 @ 10:40 amwell, he is so lucky being loved by you.
long time no contact, and now you’ve found a new love. Enno, hope u’ll get what u want. If u love this man why don’t u go for him? why should u let him go? love needs sacrifice.
take care ur health and good luck with the fasting days.
September 23, 2008 @ 4:39 pmKeep doing what your dream is.
Love u always
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November 20, 2008 @ 4:16 pm