My father, eleven days ago (22 November 2008) celebrated his 60th birthday. The time for him to be gone into retirement. My sisters said my father loves me much more than to other kids. No doubt about that coz I also can feel it. He always tries his best to give me what I want. He always takes me to any places that I want to visit. My father had been working so hard to make me and my sisters having a better life than his life. My father grew up in an unhappy family. He doesn’t want us to be suffered like he was.

My mother, she never gets angry to me, always be so patient, and always cares me seems like I am just a little girl. One thing she always do for years is making a glass of chocolate milk for me every morning. I miss it a lot.

Now, after all things that my parents do for me, what have I done for them? Have I ever made them happy? All I can do is just grumble. Always feel that I’m the most suffer girl in the world. Always feel that my problem is the heaviest problem in the family. When my sisters are competing to help my parents, I’m here just adding their burden. What an unforgiveable daughter I am!

Now, knowing that they’re facing problems but I can’t do anything hurts me deeply. It’s so hurt realizing they look old faster than it should be. Crying everyday doesn’t help at all but I can’t avoid my tears falling down. God please help me. Give me chances to help them, give me opportunities to make them happy, show me the way to make them smile.

Papa, Mama, I love you so much. Wait me, this daughter will go home soon.