Oh my God, there are so many things happen in my life for these last 4 months. It likes a dream. The best thing that has happened to me is… I found my ANGEL. My truly Angel.

He is really an Angel. He came to me at the right time. He extended his hand when I was really falling in to a deep well. He made me learn how to appreciate my self and he showed me that I deserve to get the best. And he keeps doing it. He teaches me many things. He is very adorable.

Sometimes I doubt his existence. Does he really exist? Why after 24 years of my life, I just found him 3 months ago? But I don’t regret about it at all, I feel very very lucky.

I love him very much, yet I always feel that he is too high to reach. He is an Angel, and who am I? I feel like a small bug in front of him. He has everything, and I have nothing. I don’t have any courage even only to imagine reaching him. So I decide to stop dreaming. I look to the reality. Back to my real life, back to my past, back to my uncertainty.

Last night, my Angel said about something that surprised me. Made me feel very bad, made me feel very regretful, made me feel very sad, and many things that boiled my brain. It’s my entire fault. I really scare that he will leave me or he will be changed. I really don’t want to loose him. I need him.

Now I don’t know what I should do. My Angel said that I have to make decision by my self. This is my own life. Nobody knows me better than my self. He always wants me to reach my happiness. What an Angel.

Angel, I do love you, thank you very much for everything that you’ve done for my life. You will always be the light of my life. I really want you to reach your happiness too. Take care with your life. I know you will. I trust you very much. Keep being my Angel…

JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE

ListenWoke up this morning
Heard the TV sayin’ something
‘Bout disaster in the world and
It made me wonder where I’m going
There’s so much darkness in the world
But I see beauty left in you girl
And what you give me let’s me know
That I’ll be alright



’cause if your love was all I had
In this life
Well that would be enough
Until the end of time
So rest your weary heart
And relax your mind
Cause I’m gonna love you girl
Until the end of time


You’ve got me singing
Oh whoa, yeah
Oh whoa, yeah
Everybody sing
Oh whoa, yeah
Everybody singing
Oh whoa yeah

No if you’re ever wondering
About the way I’m feeling
Well baby girl there ain’t no question
Just to be around you is a blessing
Sick and tired of trying to save the world
I just want to spend my time with you girl
And what you’re giving me
Let’s me know that we’ll be alright.


’cause if your love was all I had
In this life
Well that would be enough
Until the end of time
So rest your weary heart
And relax your mind
Cause I’m gonna love you girl
Until the end of time


You’ve got me singing
Oh whoa, yeah
Oh whoa, yeah
Everybody sing
Oh whoa, yeah
Everybody singing
Oh whoa yeah


This one’s for the lovers
If you’re out there let me hear you say
Yeah, yeah, yeah
(Yeah, yeah, yeah)
This one’s for the lovers
If you’re out there let me hear you say
Yeah, yeah
(Yeah, yeah)
This one’s for the lovers
If you’re out there let me hear you say
Yeah, yeah, yeah
(Yeah, yeah, yeah)
This one’s for the lovers
If you’re out there let me hear you say
Yeah, yeah
(Yeah, yeah)


Oh whoa yeah
Oh whoa yeah
Oh whoa yeah
Oh whoa yeah

’cause if your love was all I had
In this life
That would be enough
Until the end of time

Apakah sebenarnya arti kata “harapan” ? Seberapa pentingkah “harapan” itu?

Menurutku, harapan itu sangat penting. Karena harapan, manusia memiliki tujuan hidup. Untuk tujuan hidup itulah kita bertahan hidup. Tanpa harapan, berarti tanpa tujuan, maka hidup menjadi tidak berarti.

Manusia yang hidup tanpa harapan, sama saja seperti seseorang yang sedang berjalan di jalan yang panjang tanpa rambu-rambu, tanpa penunjuk jalan dan tanpa rasa pasti apa yang ada di ujung jalan tersebut. Apakah kita bisa terus berjalan di jalan yang seperti itu?

Untuk beberapa saat mungkin ya, tapi pasti kita akan merasa lelah, dan mencoba melihat apakah ada jalan lain yang lebih jelas,dan apabila ada jalan lain yang bisa memberikan harapan, maka kita akan memikirkan untuk beralih memilih jalan yang lain tersebut daripada terus bersabar menyusuri jalan yang sama sekali tidak kita ketahui bagaimana akhirnya.

Sayangnya, saat ini aku masih menyusuri jalan panjang yang tidak jelas tanpa rambu2 ini. Saat ini aku mulai lelah, namun kau tak memberitahu apa yang akan aku dapatkan di ujung jalan ini. Satu2nya yang membuatku terus bertahan di jalan ini adalah karena rasa sayangku padamu. Aku ingin, ingin sekali meneruskan jalanku di sini, tapi aku mulai lelah dan putus asa. Aku benar2 tidak tahu apa yang harus aku lakukan.

Harapanku saat ini adalah, kau akan memberitahuku akhir dari jalan ini atau aku akan berhenti,untuk berusaha mencari jalan yang lain, yang bisa memberikanku harapan. Aku harap kau bisa mengerti.

Memang benar, kita tidak akan pernah tahu, apakah kita akan sampai di ujung jalan lain itu, ataukah sebelum kita sampai pada ujung jalan itu kita akan menemui berbagai halangan, atau atau yang lain…

Namun apabila aku menemukan jalan lain dengan harapan itu, aku akan memilih untuk menyusurinya. Aku akan berusaha untuk bisa mencapai ujung jalan, dan meraih harapan yang menantiku di sana. Aku benar2 berharap Tuhan akan memberikan petunjuk, jalan mana yang harus aku tempuh.

Pengharapan, itulah satu-satunya penangkal ketakutan (Lance Amstrong)

Sungguh sulit menemukan motivasi ketika tidak ada pengharapan di masa depan (John C. Maxwell)

“…pabila cinta memanggilmu… ikutilah dia walau jalannya berliku-liku…
Dan, pabila sayapnya merangkummu… pasrahlah serta menyerah, walau pedang
tersembunyi di sela sayap itu melukaimu…” (Kahlil Gibran)

“Apa yang telah kucintai laksana seorang anak kini tak henti-hentinya aku
mencintai… Dan, apa yang kucintai kini… akan kucintai sampai akhir
hidupku, karena cinta ialah semua yang dapat kucapai… dan tak ada yang
akan mencabut diriku dari padanya” (Kahlil Gibran)

Jangan dikira cinta datang dari keakraban yang lama dan karena pendekatan yang tekun. Cinta adalah kecocokan jiwa dan jika itu tidak pernah ada, cinta tak akan pernah tercipta dalam hitungan tahun bahkan abad. (Kahlil Gibran - Atas Nama Cinta)

Author: Unknown

Here are times in life…
When the person you will love,
For the rest of your life.
Walks into your life.

Sometimes, just sometimes…
You hurt that person,
You push them away.
Not meaning to,
But you do.

Because you do this…
You lose that person,
They walk away.

At times…
You are afraid,
To go on, after this.
But what choice do you have?

All you can do…
Is hope that one day,
If that person really was the one.
You will meet again.

And if, just by chance…
You get that second chance,
Remember the past.
Learn from your mistakes,
And never let them happen again.

And by doing this…
You will find out,
That a lifetime of happiness awaits.
If kisses were water, I’d give u a sea,
If hugs were leaves, I’d give u a tree,
If spaces were love, I’d give eternity,
And if u are true and sincere to me,
I’ll keep all my love just for thee.

And every morning when you open your eyes,
Tell yourself that it is special.

Every day, every minute,
Every second is a gift from God.
You’ve got to dance like nobody’s watching,
And love like it’s never going to hurt.

People say true friends must always hold hands,
But true friends don’t need to hold hands
Because they know the other hand will always be there.